Under gray skies.

Its such an irony that when I shunned myself from having permanent cliques to prevent isolating myself from the rest, I get myself into a lonely atmosphere at times.

Yesterday night was one of my worst emotional attack I ever had. My soul felt so lonely and painful, till the brink of despair. My thoughts went into a mode of frenzy, spouting weird suggestions. (Don't worry, I wasn't suicidal. Lol.)

I think I really need prayers this time, to overcome all these thoughts. I don't wanna doubt, I don't wanna overthink.

God, help me hang on to You.
With all I have, I give it all to You.
Let me not be distracted,
Let not my steps be fumbled.